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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:37:32 GMT

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams ´til sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you
But in your dreams, whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:28:52 GMT

loves-

I've decided I never want to eat Mc Donalds again, or any other food from fast food places. In my health and safety class we were watching this documentary called supersize me its about an average guy who wants to show people about what could happen if they ate nothing but mc donalds everyday, so he goes on this 30 day diet where he eats nothing but mc donalds, he gained 10 pounds within the first week, and he was like throwing up by the 2nd day. we are going to finish watching it on monday.

I never really want to eat any form of junk food anymore, not to lose weight or anything but just for the sake of my health. and if I do lose a pound or ten that would be great! lol. I think maybe my energy will be better if i don't eat any junk food. it also disgusts me to know that all the junk food i've eaten in the past is turned into fat. i just want to be a healthier person.

<3-

Molly

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 04:39:47 GMT

loves-

next wednesday is my birthday!!!

i'm going with my friends to disneyland on tuesday.

<3-

Molly

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 05:51:06 GMT

Today i went to the mall with my friend tiffany, then we went to universal studios for about an hour because the park closes like at 6 and we were'nt planning to go there it was just one of those spontanious trips we take, so we got on a couple rides, then we went to city walk and they were having a grand opening for the guess store there and outside they had one of guess' models and her name was bree . she was gorgeous and she has really pretty eyes. anyways people could take a picture with her for free and you get the picture, a signed picure of her, and a small bottle of guess' new perfume. so me and tiffany waited in line to take a picture with her and she was really nice, and there was one thing i noticed about her that made her even more pretty, she was'nt a rail like all the other models you see, she was a little chunky, but she was still gorgeous. and it just hit me that the only reason i wanted to be skinny was because of a few mean comments i've gotten before, but now i've realized i've gotten way more compliments than mean comments.marilyn monroe was a size16 but she was definetly sexy and glamorous and got way more attention than audrey hepburn.I dont want people that critisize me to talk to me, just take me the way i am, take me the way i am or don't take me at all.

Bree

anna nicole

I think anna nicole smith is gorgeous and she looks alot like marilyn monroe.

<3-

Molly

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 23:04:27 GMT

luves-

i started high school already, i like it.

there are lots of hot guys.

loves it.

<3-

Molly

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 18:03:26 GMT

dear diary,

suddenly i feel all alone with no one to talk to,

no one would understand me.

someday i'll be thin.

sometimes i cut myself and i start crying when i see the blood because i know i'm alive

and i cant take it anymore.

sometimes i want to take a whole bottle of advil

to take away all my pain.

<3-

Molly

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:08:30 GMT

"when you get caught in the rain

with nowhere to run

when you're distraught

and in pain without anyone

when you keep crying out to be saved

but nobody comes

and you feel so far away

that you just cant find your way home

you can get there alone, its ok

once you say

i can make it through the rain

i can stand up once again

on my own and i know

that i'm strong enough to mend

and everytime i feel afraid

i hold tighter to my faith

and i live one more day

and i make it through the rain"

- Mariah Carey "Through the rain"

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 18:33:59 GMT

loves-

today i have to go register at my new school,

i cant believe i'm already going into high school.

but i cant wait until school starts because then i dont have to worry about eating, because i'll be too busy with studying and trying to get good grades.

and looking for hot guys. hahaha.

i have a fresh start at a new school and i dont want to talk to people there really, i dont want to make new friends, i just want to concentrate on my work.

<3-

Molly

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:38:57 GMT

loves-

todays total intake:

cereal,tuna,miso soup,egg beater[1 egg]

calories: 260

exercise: core secrets 25 minute full body workout.

hopefully i can stick to this "low calorie" diet for a week.

then two, then three, then four and so on and so on.

<3-

Molly

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 18:42:05 GMT

loves-

i'm gonna prove all the people who think i cant lose weight wrong.

i'll be thin by christmas.

and everyone will be happy.

<3-

Molly